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i think, therefore I am (an RN)

antukin! Nobyembre 16, 2005

Filed under: bored posts,yada yada yada — nixinne @ 1:25 hapon

O di ba? Mega hikab ang working beauty ko. Malapit na akong makatulog! Help! Asan na ang bulok ng DOTC? MMDA? Ay mali! Nasa america pala ako!


at work

Filed under: english alphabet,my immortal life — nixinne @ 5:37 umaga

i didnt work last week at all because those darn people at blount memorial hospital cancelled me but i did flu clinic last saturday, blount tele last night and right now i am here at fort sanders memorial hospital. their computer documentation sucks and i am confused on how their nursing team is actually working. ive got only 6 pts so im not ocmplaning especially all i have ot do is to do assessments, give IV meds (which is not much either) and monitor the overall stuff thats happening with the patient. oh by the way i needed to check patients chart.

darn, tornado watch tonight here in knoxville. not sure what the story is but i guess there are severe weather towards memphis then to nashville going to knox county. i really hope i wont have to stay here tomorrow as mandatory staffing if any calamity strike. i only have 2 hours sleep since monday morning.

i received a card from my second mom in arizona…thank you mommy kathy!!!


zoo time! Nobyembre 13, 2005

Filed under: english alphabet,my immortal life — nixinne @ 1:57 hapon

knoxville zoo is cool!
i have been down the last few days because of my work status…i think mike sensed that in me so he took me to the zoo…(which was originally planned on my bday…it was a happy time…i forgot about everything again…i love being able to go and roam around the zoo…it was really weird because i thought/felt that the animals in that zoo was looking at me and observing me instead of me observing them!…animals who normally lay around and do nothing will come up infront of the cage when i peek on them…mike said it was weird too…they probably think that i am new in town since hindi naman ako amerikano…ha ha ha…

we went and hang out at the preservation pub with mark and some of his friends…april and stephanie…april is the sister of lisa and david with the four kids ( just a little reminder of who is who)…i got my tanini sauce with the bread and then we went to sapphire…but no martini!…sapphire and tonic was the choice of drink there though…i cant drink anymore…it makes my stomach hurt…anyway…mark was really out of it but he went home still…

me and mike had a deep conversation regarding his view in life and how do we place each other in our worlds…i dotn know what to think after our conversation…it doesnt put me anywhere solid in his life…or am i misreading his messages?…he plans on doing a lot of stuff with me in the future…is that enough?…

we both dont want traditional marriage but want the companionship it offers…but i told him what i want and what i am scared off in this relationship…its hard to put in words what he said…a lot of people might think that i should just leave him but there is more to him than a piece of engagement ring…


secret hiding place Nobyembre 11, 2005

Filed under: english alphabet,tear jerker — nixinne @ 2:52 umaga

oh my gosh!…i can’t beieve it…cancelled again at work for the fourth time this week!…ive got no chance whatsoever on redeeming myself on this one…i am so frustated right now i dont even know what to think…mom left a message today…she’s mad again..i can’t talk to her…she terrifies me…it’s like when i was a kid again…i can’t be on her normal, standard list so i hide and dissappear again…i hate doing that to her…but i dont know why my way of thinking goes to the same path…hide…hide from everything…dissappear…


error Nobyembre 10, 2005

Filed under: english alphabet,my immortal life — nixinne @ 2:49 umaga

why am i here? hrm… good question…i was supposed to work…but then again they cancelled me…i am getting pissed off with these people…i schedule my self almost everyday but here i am no work, no money…i need to send that check to my bank or to my mom…she’s gonna be pissed again if she learned that i issued a check but i dont have enough funds again…i hope tomorrow ill be able to go to work…


girls night out Nobyembre 9, 2005

Filed under: english alphabet,my immortal life — nixinne @ 4:14 umaga

hanging out with the girls tonight was refreshing. the last time that i did it was two months ago in san francisco. i was spoiled at that place. met lots of great people. kept few friends like graham.

me, jamie and her friend, angela went to barley’s at old city knoxville. nice place. looks like one of those loft apartments with exposed wires but they were beautifully arranged with those high ceilings. the opening jazz band was great although they just played two songs. girls talk all night. of course it was all about guys, flirting, relationships and more girly talks. loved it! (by the way, the pizza was awesome – ate four slices)

giggity giggity gi giddy


new day, new templates, new blogs Nobyembre 8, 2005

Filed under: yada yada yada — nixinne @ 5:55 hapon

just another day in paradise…need food in my belly…
what to eat today???
nothing interesting…but this blogger gets better and better…new templates…by CAZ…i like all the templates on her site… got to check em out…

by the way…i am also adding some more blogs that talks about my life passions or hobbies…check it out soon