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xanga post 08092003 Agosto 9, 2003

Filed under: Uncategorized — nixinne @ 10:49 umaga

– crunch day six –

omigosh! i’ve been working non stop since thursday and i still have to go to work tomorrow. nothing’s new anyway except for my dvd’s – a guy thing & far from heaven – i haven’t seen them yet as when i go home from work i juz take a quick shower and dinner then jump back to my nice comfy bed where i lay down quietly and think of my december lovelife. lolz. yep! day dreamin again buddies! well, once in a while i’ll pick up harry potter ( the one that i borrowed from joyce ) and read few pages but i get back and start daydreamin all over again. hmmm. of curz i talk to my beloved honey everyday and to give u guys update about him:

done with midterms, no phone calls or messages from his ex, rain and commute everyday, watched UAAP (ateneo & la salle) & played billiards with cousins yesterday and his twenty second birthday will be held at outback in manila (?). kewl!

um what else…what else…marion was here last night bugging me with this website about abreviations. i forgot what it was called but here are some of the funny abbreviations he was talkng about:

i.t.a.l.y – i trust and love you
c.h.i.n.a – come here i need affection
i.m.u.s. – i miss u sweetheart
p.h.i.l.i.p.p.i.n.e.s – pumping hot i love it please please i need erotic stimulation
k.e.n.y.a – keep everything nice yet arousing

anyway, that’s all i can remember. ill update it if ever i seemarion again. today. i am going to have dinner with an old friend of mine who is a business lawyer in new york. we havent eaten dinner since i had my boyfriend so he asked me if we can have dinner tonight. ( by the way its a platonic relationship – lolz – he was my “dinner-out” friend who introduces me to these fancy restaurants – he kinda let me taste the food then asks me if its a nice place to bring his date ) well, it looks like he needs to test drive this restaurant where he’s gonna bring his next victim. so i’ll check it out. i have to call my honey later to let him know what’s up.

to my ny/nj friends – hey!!! less than two weeks na lang! excited na c me! i miss all of you na. to my ct friends – a lot of you guys and gals i havent seen for ages. i was juz working my butt off and i apologize for not going out on your trips and gimicks these past two months. hope you all understand.

teret – happy baby shower on august 10
honey – happy birthday on august 18 & happy 10th monthsary on august 16 (i love you n i miss you!)

 

xanga post 08062003 Agosto 6, 2003

Filed under: Uncategorized — nixinne @ 10:51 umaga

– crunch day three & a half –
i have to give propz to my friendz who helped me with this site. i felt like i can say anything i want to and i can let myself out. lolx. my life is too dramatic or to some people i make it so emotionally depressing. i dont mind. i like it the way it is. lolx. i gotta have sumthing to do when i am totally bored out of my wits. i miss work already. at least there i can forget my own insanity and try to help cure others with their own. (not that i work in a psych dept – i actually work on a cardiac unit). but i dont only work with them physically. i can get emotionally involved too. whenever i see them, i feel lucky for whatever i have now. contentment is what everybody wants and that is the one thing i think humanity cannot have. the wheel of life keeps on turning. thats all that matters for now…

its one in the afternoon.
trying to clean up my messy room.
i look at the frames that surrounds me
and books that marvels me.
in front of the computer i sat all day.
thinking of what to do or what to say.
hard to imagine how life gets going.
without anybody to keep me laughing.
my room is an empty place
and so is my heart with an emptspace.y

crunch day three –

juz woke up & of curz i juz talked to my honey. i was looking forward to see his comment coz i was making kulit to him na mag-leave ng comment but n-o-t-h-i-n-g coz he wasnt a member yet. haay. sayang. anyway, he said he like my short… i dont know what this is really…a short story?…maybe. so here i am, writing again kasi i have no more time to do this maybe in the next four days.(work na naman!) siguro when i get home from work, that’ll be the only time na i can write to my weblog. i gotta drop marion off to school (again!) and prolly today i’ll go do some workout and then swim afterwards.

last nyt was nice. after crunch day and three fourths raselle IM’d me (which by the way is only a room away from me – we’re on the same haus!) and told me that she’s bored so i told her “let’s go to cummings beach’ i’m bored too.” marion called and told us he’ll go l8r so we went and had coffee there too. daymn! so peaceful beside the water. i felt so calm. i don’t know but nature has this effect on me. i can sit there for hours & hours without me doing nothing at all. i can juz listen to sound of the waves and feel the ocean breeze & i’ll feel the serenity of life. grabe! i wish i live by the beach. i’ll die a happy lady if i can fulfill that dream when i get old. hmmm. gotta get going for my day. l8rz.

 

xanga post 08052003 Agosto 5, 2003

Filed under: Uncategorized — nixinne @ 10:53 umaga

– crunch day two & three fourths –

i juz finished watching treasure planet. its ok. visit my review about it tom though for full details. anyway, im back here again. bakit nga ba?…

“pinapanood ko na naman ang videotape. hindi na naalis sa vcr ko ang letseng videotape ng saturday night fever. pero ang totoo, di naman talaga saturday night fever lang ang laman ng videotape na yun. approximately two months ko nang iniiyakan halos gabi gabi ang nakapaloob sa tape na yun. pakiramdam ko nga buong buhay ko ang nakalagay dun o siguro mas tamang sabihin na ang pinakaimportante at pinakamasakit na nangyari sa akin ang lahat lahat ng naroroon. ilang oras nga lang ba yun? isa, dalawa. baka nga wala pa pero parang hindi ko kinaya na matapos ang tape na yun. bawat luha at halakhak. bawat ngiti at pangako. bawat sakit at pag-asa. kelan kaya ulit madudugtungan ang naantalang pagkakataon? mahaba pa ang natitira sa saturday night fever kong tape. sana magkaroon pa ng panahon para pahabain pa ang nakapaloob doon…”

i don’t know what to say. actually i have lots of things to say but its just stuck here somewhere in my cloudy mind. i couldnt sleep. not by myself. i know i am not alone coz i got lots of friends but there’s something missing. two spots here that’s actually missing. i miss both of them. and i can’t always capture every moment on a piece of plastic strips…but as usual…gott get going. life’s like that i guess.
l8rz.

– crunch day two & a half –

alright! my treasured memoirs is up n running! as in, its completed unless i take more pix. got several folders in there n i guess u guys who know me can browse through that. i need to ask permission to joyce if i can take some of her pix @ her picturetrail so i can put it in my yahoo photos. is it ok? for my own souvenir. lolx. i love collecting pix as well. kaya lang i dont have a dig cam yet. prolly after paying all my bills for this month.

i juz bought two movies treasure planet & the hours i dont know yet how they are. i’ll watch them tonight n make a review tom.

another proj of mine is to make a webpage for my poems (as if i really can write!) n some other stuff. i dont know wer to go yet so if u guys hav any idea wer i can go for dat, pls let me know. its aight even if i have to write down my own html. juz let me know. ciao!

juz wanna give propz to my frendz in connecticut – jozelle : teret : gela : cecile : raselle : iyen : candy : christine : ro ann : meanne : karina : therese : karen : marie : edna : stacey : marion : mark : mon : hector : jacob : edzel : raymond : zach : jun : richard : carlo : & to all the other flipz that i 4got to mention (my apologies). to my ny/nj frendz – joyce, mike, ana, dennis, michelle, ozzie, olive & kyle i’ll see u guys in two weeks! im excited with our lil vacation!

to my honey – jay ar – i love you n i miss you na!

– crunch day two & one fourth –

yippee! my photo linx is up n running (although not as complete!) its under treasured memoirs. Got several folders in der so dont get lost. i am so excited to finish uploading all my images! i dont know when though coz this comp is running slow on uploading my pix. anyways. juz talked to my honey n he’s trying to finish up some homework. what a bummer! i miss him though…i think that’s the reason y the song hir on my site is (what else! a thousand miles by vanessa carlton…boohoo!…gotta get back n finish up my errands!

– crunch day two –
wow! a new day for me. no work, all play. but i got some errands to do – drop off marion to school, go to human resources & try to apply for a hausing (wanna move outta this ramblin shack of mines), to my mom’s work to apply for a second job (need to save up!), try and find out how to insert a link on my module on the left side of ur screen, & most importantly is to exchange my motorola t7021 which i just bought the other day! it seems that the lcd monito got burned (prolly coz of me playing too much finding nemo on the daymn fon.lolx)anywayz…yes, ana n’ joyce…i gotta go and exchange it for a new one! lolx! darn! oh well. gotta get going. oopss i gotta call my honey pa nga pala! oh well…l8rz

 

xanga post 08042003 Agosto 4, 2003

Filed under: Uncategorized — nixinne @ 10:56 umaga

– crunch day one & a half –

its still 080403. juz got home from my moms haus wer i started this xanga site (with the help of joyce – lolx). i started a foto album on yahoo photos & been trying to put a link to my site but to no avail. i need help – again! anyway, i’ll try n bug joyce again tom. i got to talk to my honey tonight & he seems to have fun with his friends on a billiards place in manila! oh well. marion is here and were reading http://www.peyups.com. it’s really funny and they are all witty except for that girl who wrote about hating her c cup size bra! ooopss…anywayz i’ll juz update later on..ciao

– crunch day one –

first time i set foot on xanga.com courtesy of joyce. been really bored this past few weeks and i think a lot of people who is really close to me know why. so here i am in front a blinking monitor trying to figure out what to do next. lolx. better this than looking at the cracked ceiling of my rambling shack. better get going then.

ok. i got stuck. ooppss. called joyce and she’s trying to help me out. while waiting i tried to start my own ‘blogrings’ (what is that!) anyway just a little thing about what i do. maybe add some more next time.

juz wanna giv props to my peepz…(lolx…do i sound lyk a New Yorker na?) joyce, ana, michelle, mike, ozzie, dennis & kyle

and of curz…to my honey jay ar & my son atong – – i love you!!

THANX JOYCEEEE!!!