ok, i thought the night will be great…etc…but i ended up upset, miserable and donet know what i am talking about. i guess this is what happenes when i let my self loose into the world that i should not meddle with. it was not easy, it was just a slip of me. is it really easy to be numb, emotionless, and just plain i-dont -really-care-attitude?
how do you define it? is it really scary? or it is just a misuse of words just to make peace and maybe lighten up the situation? or was it heartfelt, the truth? is the desire to betogether far greater than being apart? whatever it is, the only thing that i understand is standing up on my own feet is better.